Here I sit…

Angry…

Couldn’t tell you why. I’ve been getting angsty of late. More and more. I am fast on my way to a permanent hiatus from Amtgard. I am not sparring outside of the game…hence a vent I am normally afforded for hours every week is no longer. What does this mean for me? Pffft.

I am not an angry person…

Think of it this way. Many people are presented with an opportunity to vent their genetic predisposition/encouragement for harsh physical exertion through various means. I started off swimming…and when that didn’t give me enough…I found out how to hit people without getting in trouble for it…reenactment. You can laugh and scoff all you want…the worst Amtgardian would likely be the first person you’d want to hear you getting mugged in a dark alley.

I am not a confident person.

I have learned the very harsh lesson that confidence is only worthwhile when people don’t realize your holding it by the throat. Since I am not a violent person…I’m obviously not going to be holding anything by the throat ;).

Anyhow…this wasn’t supposed to be about self-analysis. I was going to rant and be bitchy because I am yet again not sleeping yet when I should be. Am I feeling ok? Hell no…am I ever? I think this weekend I am going to have to find some serious exertion. Anyhow…pissy me.

I will interject at this time and say how much my mom rocks. Hooking me up with buffalo wings tonight (from Buffalo) was primo!!!!

I have been jamming heavily to music for hours…and just cant stop…argh.

OHHH..I suppose I can let you guys jam to my tunes now. You can find them HERE.

I will blog about that too I suppose 😉

Anyhow…more good music is putting me in a more…powerful…mood. Have a good night everyone!!!!